Ok, I haven't even bothered to check out this site in ages!  But, my God, something has just happened and I feel the urge to bitch like there's no tomorrow.   Oh, and you know its gotta be good because I'm taking the time out to update this damned thing when I haven't been here in nearly a whole fucking year!  Ok, so here goes....

Well, my life kinda sucks right now.  I have 4 fucking papers due, and they're all for the same class!  And all due tomorrow!   On top of that I have a huge huge research paper in philosophy due Tuesday, a biotechnology paper due Wednesday, a stupid humanitites presentation Thursday.   Oh, and it gets better.  I'm in some stupid program for bright individuals (actually, we're all dumbasses and driven by pain seeing as how we signed up for this hell hole of a class).  Anyhow, we have this huge conference deal going on.  The bottom line: I'm stuck in lectures from 9am-10pm this Thursday through Saturday.   WTF right?!  Yeah, no joke!  We don't even break for meals.  We have 15 to grab food and then have to eat as we listen to lecture.  Tell me that's not fucked up!  Can anyone say Yikes?! 

Oh, and to top it off, I read my bf's away message.  And yes, it's the same guy from last year.  We're still together and I still adore him, even after this stunt, the rat!  Ok peoples, either I'm an overly sensitive individual or he's an insensitive pompous jerk.   Actually, let me pose this question to you guys.  If your significant other were to say, "Hey baby, I love you and all, but do you homework.  so no virtual hanky  panky tonight" would you be hurt and humiliated too?  I mean, first off, doesn't it sound like I'm an airhead who doesn't care about her homework?  And then, the whole hanky panky thing makes me sound like some sort of sex fiend!  Me, the last virgin in the world!  Oh, and what bugs me most of all is how desperate he makes me out to be. The whole “so no virtual hanky panky” bullshit line.   WTF?!!!  What, I want him soooo badly that he has to chastise and control me?  It makes me sound cheap and totally degrades me.   And that I love you in the beginning…doesn’t it sound fake by the end?   Like, yeah I love you and all that blah, blah, blah, but more importantly, you’re sexual urges are overpowering/overcrowding me. 

Ugh!  Men are such pigs.   And the sad thing is I kinda know he doesn’t mean to hurt my feelings.  He’s a great guy (honestly, he is!) and I love him to pieces.   I want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with him , but….uch….the more you love a person the more shit like this hurts.  Know what I mean?

 Well, leave me comments with your opinions on whether I’m being overly sensitive or whatever.  I think I am, but it still hurts.  Sigh…girls I’m seriously hoping you understand my plight and sympathize. 

And James, if you’re reading this, I love you hun, I really do .  More than you can possibly imagine.  But…oy….ouch? 

Salutations Amigos...

Well, no need to update since no one reads this damned site.  Personally, I find it quite repulsive as well.  So, worry not.  Actually, I have no need to even write this.  I think it's because of Tricia...I've fallen to peer pressure.  That, plus at 2:42 in the morning, what else can I do?!  Alrighty then...off to sleep am I.  Perhaps I'll update again in several months.  Until then...fare thee well compadres.

Greetings To Anyone Reading This...

Well, as promised, I have updated my Xanga account.  Since this is the last day that I have that free premium stuff I've decided to put it to use.  In other words, I've uploaded pictures like there's no tomorrow.  So, here are some lovely pics of meself and my love.  Sorry to put you guys through that sappy, "girl-in-love-and-being-all-girly-about-it" bullcrap.  But, what can I say?    I really am in love...*sigh* Ahhhhhhh.....

Here we are at the top of Strawberry Peak.  All I have to say is that it was on hell of a long ass hike up...well worth it, though.

Ahhh...here we are on the bus getting ready to go to Grad Nite at Disneyland.  Quite an enjoyable evening, I must say. 

And here we are in one of many endless lines at Grad Nite.  To be honest, though, I hardly even cared about the lines.  I was too busy enjoying the moment, not only because it was Grad Nite and all, but because I was spending it with someone so special...

Hmm...this is at our sisters' graduation.  Makes you wonder who was celebrating, the girls for their graduation or us for having found each other!

Awwww...*sniff, sniff*...this is from my Baccalaureate Mass.  Wow, I'm old.  *sigh*  What can one do, though?

Hehehe...this would be a pic from my graduation party.  My cousin insisted on making us pose all over the place.  To her credit, the pictures turned out quite nicely.  I had several people tell me they looked like wedding shots! *lol*  Plenty of time for those, I'm sure!

And here we are at my senior Winter Formal Dance.  We had just started dating before this dance.  It was the first of many beautiful and memorable events to come...

And this is a lovely little picture from a carnival we attended.  This was shortly after being admitted into my first choice college, Scripps.  We were celebrating the happy news.  He's always been so supportive..*sigh*...

Alrighty folks, I'm done being sappy...well, sort of.  You see, my anniversary is this Sunday so I'm in super sap mode this week.  That plus I haven't slept in like two weeks and I'm sick with the flu.  Ha...when it rains it pours, what can I say.  Anyhow...enough pics for now.  At least you can all share in the joys of my past year with James...its been the best year I can remember...

Salutations to all...

I would like to take a moment to apologize for the ranting, raving and cussing about to occur...

Alrighty, my damn roommate will not leave me the hell alone about this Xanga thing.  Jesus, Mary, and Joseph, can't she understand?!  I do not have the time to sit here and type random toro excrito that no one in their right mind would read!  I am waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too busy writing Core papers, reading mondo history assignments, figuring out what in the hell my math homework is about, and frantically trying to pull a research paper out of my ass.  Now, can someone please explain to me where in the hell am I supposed to find time to update this thing?

Eh...screw it.  If you can't beat them I might as well join them.  I'm outnumbered...I might as well cut my losses and submit to their will.  Tricia has Martha and Lisa on her side.  I now hear that Lisa's brother has been recruited into the whole Xanga family as well.  Alas, I find myself unable to resist the peer pressure inevitably leading me towards my everlasting enslavement towards Xanga updates.  Oh Lord, look what Core's done to me...I should like a freakin' Shakespearian version of Frederick Douglass.  Oy...that just hurts the mind.  Damn Core!  

Alright, enough updating for one night.  I'll be back tomorrow...YOU HEAR THAT TRICIA?  I'LL UPDATE THIS DAMNED THING TOMORROW, OK?  Oy, maybe you'll let me have some peace now, woman!  *sigh*  Anyhow, though I doubt anyone other than Tricia, and maybe Lisa if I'm lucky, will read this, I'll continue to update and post if for no other reason than to keep Tricia of my back...hehehe...you'd think she's got her panties in a twist or something.  Eh, who knows *shudders* Who knows indeed....

Oh, and just for the record, I do not listen to dirty music Tricia.  You just need to learn to appreciate art!

Night All! 

I love you too, James....